Don't read this if you don't like rants, I won't think any different of you :)

I really hate judgmental people.
Especially people who judge me for having a child. If you don't like it, don't look at me / think about me / talk about me, etc. Its not your problem, OR your business, and you can fuck off :) 
I understand people feeling like you shouldn't have children out of wedlock, but seriously, is it any of your business if somebody does?! Mind your own shit, and I'll mind mine. 
Honestly, age does not determine how great / or how shitty of a parent you are. I actually see A LOT of teenage mothers that are great moms, and for you to walk around, and automatically say we are all shitty parents, just because of our age, is bullshit :) 


So anyways, that's something that has really been on my mind lately. 
I hate feeling like I'm constantly being judged just because I'm young and have a child. AND, I also really hate the looks I get from certain people when I go out in public with my child... I will slap that look off your face. 

My first post, yay! :)

Today has been such a lazy day! I love my days off. I get to sit around with my cute little man, and just hang out. I really should get off my butt and do some laundry and clean up a little bit while he naps... But, I've apparently gotten a little distracted. Life lately has been a little bit hectic, but super great at the same time! I started my second job at The Orange Peel this past week, and I actually really love it! It was a little bit boring at first, but things are starting to look up. I was originally going to quit my job at the theater, but I decided that I really don't want to, I would just miss the people there way too much! So for now, I'll see how things go with the two jobs :) 


Today I babysat my cute little niece and nephew! It was a little bit crazy, the boys constantly fought over everything! And little miss was not very happy to be away from her mama (She cried almost the whole time) <--- Shows how much of a mama's girl she is! Camden is driving me a little bit crazy... Terrible Two's are definitely taking over! He is always pretty cranky, and he knows exactly what to do to get on my nerves. Every time I try to punish him, he doesn't even seem phased by it. He's recently started spitting, and when I get after him for it, he will just spit again. SO STRESSFUL. I honestly don't know what to do with him at this point... I think I kind of want to take a parenting class! Just to pick up on some new techniques, and effective discipline. Hopefully I will have a breakthrough with him some day soon! :) 


So, my latest and greatest frustration is that I still do not have a car! Having two jobs, and a two year old that I have to run all over the place, is the not the greatest situation to be in, without a vehicle! My mom decided to co-sign with me on a car, and it seems that every single car we find is somehow not good enough. (The price is too high, the miles are too high, etc.) The one thing that I am very picky about though is the looks of the car... This kind of frustrates my mother. But I refuse to spend $200+ monthly for the next 3-5 years, on a car that I don't even want/like. So I get to be picky, right? But, we found this cute little scion xA and I totally fell in love with it. The mileage was super low, it got 35mpg, everything was just perfect. Except for the price. After      everything is said and done, it would have came out to around $11k. So, that never happened, and I was soo disappointed! :( Since the whole thing with the scion, my mom hasn't said anything to me about a car. It seems as if we will look really hard for a car for a day or two, and when we don't find anything, it doesn't come up in conversation for another month or so. I think this week I'll really push it, and try my hardest to finally get a car! Life will be so much easier, and not so stressful! 




But yeah, that's whats going on with me.